the yearning...

So last nite when I was drifting off , I had an insatiable yearning for something that I've never had...but I know the feeling I had could only be defined as a yearning...so when I awoke I randomly and strategically started to do all the things that normally satisfy me... eating, reading, peeing, internet surfing, grooming, texting...borderline sexting, but nothing quenched this yearning. So I've decided to ramble about it, while hoping something comes to me...but this isn't working either...oh bother